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Saturday, January 13, 2007

i think judy's more smart than "smart one"
shall put her post here.
so i no need to type liao. :D


im beginning to think
band is gonna be great this year! (:
another 3 months to syf..

but
after all that must-be-winner-attitude
talk from various teachers,
sometimes i think we have become
afraid to aim high once more.
at least for me i admit feeling that.
the fear of history repeating itself.
we all say we wont cry this time
but is that actually possible.

for ppl who dont know what im talking bout..
syf band competition 2 years ago
we all practised very hard
with all that expectations from seniors
& pressure from the school
we wanted that gold with honours so bad.

and so it turns out we got a gold.
and we cried.
and cried.
anddd cried.
and the teachers couldnt stand it.
i dont blame them for that
cos they dont understand.
i guess its really irritating
to have this group of girls
who seem so loserly
and will not stop crying.

but i hate the way
they have to bring it up
time and time again
with that mocking tone.
cos its once again the syf years
the teachers reminded us that
we must be good losers
and we will not always get what we want.
and specifically bring up that
a gold is good enough
theres no need to cry over
not getting gold with honours.
or something along that line.
which just translates to
dont come back crying again BAND.

they must always publicly humiliate us.
thanks a lot.

anyway whatever with that.
lets just work for what we want.
and what we want
is a gold with honours (:
whatever others say,
100% confidence into Gold with Honours!
no point aiming if we are thinking
"we wont make it" half the time.

what a long post ._.
before i end off,
just want to say
ufo & batch,
shimin & com,
juniors & band,
let's jiayou together
for the love of music!

it's called passion.

i so super agree.
but yet, i still question whether some people really want it. does it mean that getting gold means that nycb standards not good? does it mean that everyone wants gold with honors.i don't think everyone wants gwh. maybe they just said it not to arouse band politics. what's the point. its already jan, what have you got to lose? why don't you just put in all your effort into syf gwh. and stop pretending that you know what's best for 80 people, when you're such a obstinate inflexible idiot, who don't even know what's right for you. and even if you continue to think this way, and nycb gets gwh, you won't have any sense of accomplishment, yet you're happy. why? maybe cause everyone's like, which makes you a senseless idiot. or maybe you're happy that you're wrong, in this case i only have 2 words for you, hypocritical maddie. yes, i want the gwh a lot, even though i wasn't in nycb so long, but i want it. i want jericho and safari to be great. i want that sense of accomplishment that we let our grades slip for. its called a bargain. we trade our grades for that hope of getting gwh. i think its a worthwhile bargain. and i hope it comes through.

kexin! cheer up.

i shall go do lit essay. and try not to pull my hair out looking at the pile on my table.
great.

5:34 PM